No Show

I've been feeling kind of like poop, to put it bluntly. Training or anything more than grooming with Stella has pretty much halted.

I feel like crap. She knows I feel like crap. Her attitude towards me has gotten worse and more irritated the last few weeks. She has no interest in cutting me slack: I think it must be a combination mare/green horse thing. She hasn't had experiences that have taught her that she can be OK even if I'm not, so she now wants as far away from me as humanely (horsely?) possible.

If this wasn't my horse, it wouldn't matter. I could just work through it. Why is it that it being your horse makes everything worse?

Ugh.